'100th post'.

my cousins' and relatives are all over to gamble and have fun. i have no idea what i'm doing still here blogging but ehh... whatever xP

went to watch Ghost Rider today. spastic show. 10% entertainment value. 90% spastic. so don't waste your money like 26 people of my extended family did XD haha. it's a pure waste of time... don't don't don't watch it. really cheesy lines and all. ubless of course you're like some really bored person and you had nothing better to do =D yup.

okay. the guilts getting to me. my cousins crowding around me and all (: ha.

well, for now, self-deludes the best thing i can get... think its been a dream all along (: yup. thats the furthest. hardest. but the most i can do... for now, i mean afterall, Jessica isn't bothering to offer any sort of help. it's just let me. i'll walk this last stretch, fight this last battle...