'no more threats'.

aha. i drank like 1/3 of a bottle of Hoegarden Beer (: my mum gave it to me. haha. yay =D i feel like extremely high and at the same time, tired and... sticky and sweaty and warm. hehs. but i like the beers. i've been craving for beer the whole whole whole day. and finally! (: hee! XD

and you know what? now i can drink drink drink drink drink without having anyone to threaten me with threats so hurtful =X and i'm happy. the fact that i don't have to be threatened of course... okay. fine. something in me isn't that happy either.

when i was high... i used to have someone to call. i used to have someone to listen to my mad laughter over the phone. i had someone there for me... joshua was right, haha. so what if he didn't reply my sms? it's not like i have anyone to sms anymore... haha. at least not frequently.

geez. i wanna scream.

Everything Burns by Anastacia feat. Ben Moody:

[Anastacia:]
She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone astray
But she will sing

[Chorus ~ Ben Moody & Anastacia:]
'Till everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Everything burns

[Anastacia:]
Ohh

[Ben Moody:]
Walking through life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
To consume and then masquerade
No one sees her there
And still she sings

[Chorus ~ Ben Moody & Anastacia:]
'Till everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns

[Ben Moody & Anastacia:]
Everything burns
Everything burns
Everything burns
Everything burns

Watching it all fade away
Everyone screams
Everyone screams
Watching it all fade away
Ohhhh

Everything burns
Everyone screams
Burning down lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Everything burns

Ohhoh
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
Ahh
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away