'fourth post'.

my sis asked me today, if i have a problem and why i blog so much, or more or less, all the time =X HAHA. i have no idea and i don't think i have a problem! so whatever she said... heck. i'm gonna ignore it and post my fourth post of the day (: here goes:

i'm still as freaking high as ever. not high in the laugh laugh laugh sense. more of the in a big big big daze type of high. floaty and all. thinking too much and all.. yeah. that type of high. haha. actually, i don't think i have much to say... oh well =D

Happy Ending by Avril Lavinge:

Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh)
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh)
Oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread (Breakable thread)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted (I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (We lost it)
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh, oh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted (I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh, oh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oh, hh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh Oh Oh Oh

yeah. as in the above... it seems as though everything was a pretence. and yeah, thanks. it's good to know that i was lied to... at least what i know of makes everything a lie. either way, whether things have been honest all along, you lied, or still are lying.

and for everything, i hate you... no, i love you. no, i don't. i hate you i hate you i hate you... gosh. why can't i just manage to convince myself?

rants of a high and emotional person isn't always the best to read...