'i don't wanna fall no more'.

aha. just came back home from school. stayed back for a short debate debrief... walked home with Zul, Prashan, Abraham and Eugene. yup. nice people (: haha. alright alright, Prashan and Zul, i'll try to cope with the disappointment yeah? =D

oh god do i wish that Ms Sharmilah didn't catch ANYTHING we were talking about =X hehe. totally embarassing but OH WELL (: what could we do? she could have chose not have heard anything... hehs XD

ahhh. freaking bumped. i feel damn tired... and i still have tuition later. sigh. i'll just go through with it. afterall, i haven't completed my math and Mrs Ang wants it latest by tomorrow. boo )x and so i'll live with it... for now i will. or so i hope i will xP


maybe if i got my mind of things, the feel of lost would just fade slowly... the thing now is, how am i gonna manipulate my mind into doing so? i feel like i've already lost the battle, just losing my control...

If Tomorrow Never Comes by Ronan Keating:

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And a thought crosses my mind
If I never wake in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
She must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
She must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

well, one thing is that when you have too much to say to that someone you love, don't tell them. it'll just bore them... okay. so that was an excuse. but well, here's a saying from my experience: if you ever do want to tell them what you're thinking of if tomorrow never comes, be in a good mood. don't screw yourself up by saying nothing at all and letting everything slip away before, regretting forever... don't. be. me.