'what else can i say?'

i wasted my night away. was supposed to do the debate script. but i have NO IDEA what to do as the first speaker of the opposition team... yup.

my head's feeling heavy. i hope i fall sick by tomorrow morning. i don't want to go to school. i repeat: i don't want to go to school. i want to stay at home and sleep the day through...

i've lost enough of myself today. i better get some sleep before i do even more... but before i do, i'm gonna make sure this packet of gummies are done. i feel sick from the sugar but binging always works on me...

i'm sorry.