o'one could just lose memories'.

amazing how things just come and go so quickly. the speed of such is so amazing that, to some, the memories and events of which would not even matter... and it's times like these that you'd just wish the day was twice as long for the speed in which time flies just scares you. or even better, if we could pause time of a certain date and just relive that day forever, over and over again... now that would be pure bliss.

oh yeah. i was just thinking about ikea. i went there on sunday, before going off to the westwinds' concert. i liked that place once before... okay. so the food if still as nice as ever. but i don't like walking around that place anymore. it just doesn't make me feel the same feeling i used to. i used to enjoy going to ikea a lot. now everything is so cheap and so low qualitied... the place just isn't the way it was, to me, anymore...

tonight is one of those nights that i have a crazy will to cycle. yes, take note, of the word 'nights'. haha. i just love cycling in the night! i have stated that and i state it again... i wanna go to east coast and cycle. that place is really nice. and i haven't been there in rather long... say, 48 days? ehh (x yup. 48 days. or so i think. hehs. i wanna go to that place and cycle till my muscles snap or something. till my bike goes so fast that it starts flying into the sky... haha.

i like dreaming you see (: i practically lived in a dream for quite a rather long time... i got used to the feel. the feel of how everything just fell perfectly into place and went almost quite the way you wanted it... and becaue of that, now that i've woken up into reality, i'm not used to it anymore. the way i have to fight for what i want things to be like... haha. gosh, someone, put me back into that deep sleep i was in please =D

guide me. my angel, guide me...