'enough'.

band was fun! (: haha. amb is getting better. or so i feel =D gosh do i just love throwing ever bit of myself into the music. but i hate having to stop, and pulling myself out all over again, realising what REALLY is in my thoughts.

ha. went to school and got like numerous comments on my hair )x yes people i know. haha. i don't really LOVE my hair either. i just have to... well, accept it =X thats as far as i can get.

i have so so so much to say and do. but i don't have the guts nor the energy. and i think i might as well keep all these feelings for another day, another post, another time... i'll bottle it up for now and i hope it don't burst, just trying to keep it in.

go on, torment me. does it even matter you anymore?

So Far Down by Three Doors Down:

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am

Cause now again
I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far downaway from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
can anyone see me down here
The feelings gone
there's nothing left to lift me up
back into the world I know

Cause now again
I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun
that shines to light the way for me
To find my wayback into the arms
That care about the ones like me

I'm so far down
away from the sun again
It's down to this,
I've got to make this life make sense
and now I can't tell what I've done

And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines
to light the way fro me
Cause now again I've found myself so far down
away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down
Away from the sun again
I'm gone

minjun, you're such a bloody sucker. god, live you damn life will you?