'tell me the truth when you lie okay?'

i finished dinner just now. and i still feel horribly bloated. i ate this egg omelette and some tofu and rice. yeah. no fibre. i know i know... it's just that i hate vegetables. urghs. except for some... the green ones are gross =X blah. they're bitter and... green. hahs.

i feel like i really need to puke all over again... and that isn't really very good. isn't nearly close to good. haha. i have this whole stack of math work, which i do not know how to do, to complete. thinking of it makes me sicker... i have to hand it in by tomorrow or else my mum will receive a call from Mrs Ang. thank my luck (: yay. let's all rejoice for my head will be landing on a plate tomorrow... let's start planning the party now yeah?

who the heck do i want to go on lying to? why the hell am i even lying? jessica's influence? am i lying to jessica and myself? was there even a jessica?... i'm so confused. i'm so lost. oh gosh, when i die and go to heaven, will someone send a messenger to guid me to the gates.