'if there was one thing i could do'.

i can't paint. getting too impatient with the bloody canvas, paint, brush and everything to even create anything asthetic in any way. and shit do i still bloody pissed off... i don't know if my damned reason is actually reasonable but i am frustrated, like it or not. you bastard.

i don't know why i'm letting you tear me to pieces. it's only gonna last these few days only... trust me. right after this, you're gonna be meaningless to me. i'll look at you and laugh, thinking what an ass you are. well, right now too actually...

Adrienne by The Calling:

I've been thinking about you, my love
And all the crazy things that you put me through
Now I'm coming around, throwing it back to you
Were you thinking of me, when you kissed him
Could you taste me when you licked his skin
And all the while I showered you with trust and promises
What I'm needing now is some sweet revenge
To get back all that I lost then
I gave you all I had to give, but I could never reach you

CHORUS
Adrienne, I thought I knew you
Once again, you used me, used me
Adrienne, I should have left you
Long before you used me, used me up

You spent my money, drove my car
I treated you like a shining star
But in my sky all burnt out you are
And I'll have the last laugh, when I see you walking with some other guy
'Cause I know you are gonna end up all alone
So take these words, some good advice
All you've done's gonna come back twice
You never cared how much it hurt, I really need to tell you

CHORUS

What I'm needing now is some sweet revenge
To get back all that I lost then
I gave you all that I had to give, but I could never reach you

CHORUS

i'm not needing just some sweet revenge. what i'm needing is some good revenge, involving torture and peeling of this asshole's skin, inch my bloody inch. everything single bit... and watching him scream.